Kirsten L,

I just wish I could apology to you in person. You are a great women. I am upset that you introduced me to your kids early and told me things making me think you really wanted to be with me for life, but I know we all have a path in life and I guess you did what you had to do. I don’t appreciate that you were going to make stuff up to your kids about me though. That hurts. But again, you did what you had to do I guess?? I do apologize for the way I have acted since breaking up. I took it extremely hard as this is a really bad time of year for me to begin with. But I hope you find it in your heart one day to understand where I am coming from as I understood where you were coming from and the things/baggage you had to deal with as well prior to me. You had an amazing smile, a great attitude when we first met and I just pray for you and the kids and hope you keep that up. Near the end of our relationship, I noticed you were less interested in being nice and like you were when we met. You were more playful with the prior bf. I apologize for not staying true to myself and being myself at the end. I did things I thought you wanted and you did things the way you thought I wanted up front. I wish we could have worked things out. Our souls connected for a bigger purpose and I think they may again some day. I hope one day you feel ok to reach out to me in a positive way. I know I run into watching the band we both like play, but I think maybe I should stop going for a while. I don’t know??? I really enjoy the band and you met me watching them two weekends in a row. But I don’t want to take any thing away from you. I am sorry I went to the lake. I didn’t think it would be that bad. We had a good time. I wish I had just said nothing. But I can’t undo what I we discussed. I can only move forward and hope you forgive as your pastor has preached a few weeks ago. I am just asking you to think about it. Well, until then, God Bless you my soulmate.