Well there’s loads I could say but I won’t go there. We thought we could stay friends after we broke up. I realised that was never your intentions for us to be. It took a year after; we both kept going back and forth talking to each other amongst other things that have happened.

All I can say is we hurt each other just as much and now we can call it even as we are both level in this battlefield. I am aware you blame me and I blame you and all we do is go round in circles. This isn’t good for both of us. We both deserve to be happy.

I spent all this time holding on to something that appears to be no longer there. I was hoping, waiting for you to come round round from your stubborn ways. I’ve cried over you like I’ve cried for no other before. These tears are no longer sad tears. They are now tears of memories and the happiness we had had while we were together. By being with you i learned to love someone for the first time. You were a massive part of my life and those memories we have will be cherished they are now going to be stories I can relate to and tell other people. You were a major part in my life and I learned a lot while being with you, especially after we ended.

When I see you in public I know you avoid me. I sometimes question is it because I hurt you, do you blame me or do you still care for me. The answers to these questions I will never no only you will. I hear things that you don’t want me to know but I do know them. You forget you see, people do talk. I’m not over you completely but I am getting there. It’s been a long process. I know you won’t ever see this but if you do I hope it makes you smile.

I want what is best for you I want you to be happy as I still do care for you. I’m happy you have met another and if they make you happy that’s is great. But please do me one thing: walk away and ever look back because I no longer will. I’m moving forward in my life. I am travelling and am always meeting amazing new people.

I wish you all the best in your future and really hope you get to where you be. Unfortunately we were never meant to be like we had always thought.