You couldn’t handle the long distance. All the lies you told me that I was the only person you could ever love, and that you wanted to marry me, but three years later and being long distance for only a year, you gave up and told me that you couldn’t handle it. You would rather break up. I cried and I am still crying. You ignored me for weeks and the moment you see that I am doing things, you write to me to see how I am doing and saying you miss me, but not because you want to get back together…nope..you just want to see how I’m doing and to remind me that you still love me. You still love me but not enough to want to be with me so no thank you, stay away from me. You broke my heart, and I am tried of getting my heart broken repeatedly by you. I finally stopped thinking and fussing over you, I started moving on and trying to be strong, and after your messages you ruined my life again. You are selfish and I am stupid enough to have it affect me. You made me feel worthless, you would only be waiting two years, so I could build my career. You took away everything I believed in, and when things were rough while we were together, I fought for you because I believed in us. You didn’t believe in us, and everything you’ve ever said feels like bullshit. I should be smart and delete every form of contact we have on each other, so you can stop spying on me and seeing how I am doing, you just want to know that I am “happy” so you can feel less guilty about what you did. I want you to wonder forever and regret it, because I don’t want you in my life again.