I’m back to where I didn’t want to be. I’m back to being heart broken and thinking every boy is the same even though it isn’t true. You were suppose to be the one who was suppose make all these thoughts of mine change…you were, up until the end of August. You just walked out in a split second and I couldn’t stop you no matter how much I would’ve tried. You’re like autumn, you changed colors like the all the leaves do and flew away and it was impossible to put you right back where I wanted you to belong. I could’ve told you how much I didn’t want to end it, I could’ve told you about how much love I still have for you but my mind knew it wouldn’t make a difference because that’s who you are, once you make up your mind you stick to it without even thinking twice. I really wish it wasn’t the way. My heart wants you to come back, it wants to believe you will but my mind knows you won’t and that’s what I’m working on right now. I’m working on getting my mind and my heart to be in the same room. My mind knows that you’ll never turn around, not even take a tiny glimpse and that breaks me because I keeping looking up to see if you’re looking or not, even though I know you aren’t and you won’t…