Hi. It has been months and I still think about you all the time. I try not to but you still are in my mind. I miss you. I don’t understand. I leave one morning to never talk to you again? Did you have that planned the morning I left? That is cruel. Everything was normal.

I know I made mistakes. I know I was hard to deal with especially because I felt like my life was falling apart around me. You leaving me all alone made it collapse. I trusted you. I believed in you. I loved you. I could have never done that to you. You throwing me away made me feel the smallest I have ever felt. She responded to my text, ” stop texting my boyfriend”. Who is this girl? How does she know about me? I hate you for that.

Sadly, that is my biggest regret in my time with you. That I hate you now. I wish when I saw you out I could smile and say hi. I really do. But, I can’t- like my body won’t let me. You broke me. I don’t know how I love you and hate you at the same time.

I want you to feel my pain. But I also want you to be happy. Most of all I want to forget. Forget how safe you made me feel. Forget how you broke my soul. I want to forget about you.

Yours truly,

Me