Hey sunshine
this is how i used to call you, this is what you were for me, no matter what. See, being with you was the worst thing that happened in my life. Not because you hurt me, but because even now, after 8 long months i still miss you as if a part of my body was missing from it. You were my everything, and i’d give anything to have the chance to let you go in the way i really wish i had. But maybe this is just an excuse, i could never let you go if i could have you back. I miss you,but i can’t cry over it again. No tears at all. Just that constant sadness feeling thinking about what it was like to hold you and have you. I dont miss the days i spent up all night waiting for you to text me back, the promises that you didn’t keep, i just miss the good old days. I wish i could wake up one day and see a text from you. God, it would be amazing, BUT i need to face a reality where everything is just a wish, and this hurts. It hurts and i can’t do anything about it