Abby, it’s really hard to believe that after everything we’ve gone through together; ups downs and everything in the middle, it’s just all gone. I never really gave you any credit, for anything. I stopped complimenting you, I stopped being happy with you – all because I was just too selfish to appreciate all of the good times we had. I wanted everything to be perfect, and for a while I thought it was. I always wanted you to be perfect. The best version of you that there could be. I tried too hard. Expected too much. And I’m sorry. I hope that some day there is a guy that exploits all of your perfection without insanity. I hope some day there is a guy that treats you right. Because I know I could have done a lot better. I don’t deserve you, never did, probably never will. I blamed so many things on you, got angry at you so many times.. I just loved you, even though I couldn’t show it. I don’t care what anybody else says but you were not just another girl to me, you weren’t somebody that got my mind off of a previous girl.. none of that. I really genuinely loved you, still do. Now I’m desperate. No answers, no calls back, nothing. Just silence, and me here typing an anonymous letter on this website that you’ll never even see. I know I said a lot of hurtful things to you in our 8-9 months together.. but seriously I just wanted you to be the best, most perfect girl I could dream of. I’m sorry, and I’ll always love you, no matter what. 3.24
– Bailey