I wrote this letter a couple of months ago, when I heard that you had a girl out of state. Afer briefly speaking to you today..I pulled it out and here it is:

It’s hard to describe what I feel hearing you’ve moved on…I’m not mad..I’m not entirely sad. It’s a really weird feeling. You absolutely deserve happiness and I totally want that for you. But part of me couldn’t help that sinking feeling..that “that could’ve been me”.. I’m not currently talking to anyone..although I’m not gonna lie, I wish I would fall in love already and meet the guy I’m gonna be with for the rest of my life, the guy that I once was completely sure was you. I don’t hate you, which is a great feeling. If anything, I accept full responsibility for my part in our failed relationship. I think I just really miss how easy it was to love you. You were my best friend. I could literally tell you anything and feel comfortable. It was amazing. I don’t exactly remember the moment it went downhill, but it did, and maybe that’s okay.
I will always care about you and I know you’ll always have a piece of my heart, because you showed me what true love is. You were my rock in some of my most difficult times and for that I can never thank you enough. I honestly wish you the very best. You’re a great guy and I’m sure your girlfriend is wonderful. See you around.