Dear You,

Yesterday you told me that we were over. It was unexpected and I had not expected that. With my naive little heart, I had thought the opposite. I had thought we were going to be okay. I had thought things would be fine and as always, after our little fights, you would take my hand, hug me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. And then you would send me one of those cute little text messages you used to send when we were in love. But I guess there is no turning back.

I loved you so very much, and I will always love you. But if you feel that this is for the best, I sincerely and genuinely wish you well. I know of your dreams, and your goals and what you wished to achieve. I wish you all the best in the coming year. You are such a loving and sweet person, and anyone would be lucky to have you in their life – just as how I was lucky for the past 5 years.

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for putting up with my bad habits, and for having so much patience when you dealt with them. We weren’t perfect, and I guess now we will never be. Thank you for teaching me how to love wholeheartedly and to compromise. Thank you for always being there for me whenever I needed you. Thank you for being my pillar of support and my shoulder to cry on. Thank you for loving me so much and for who I am.

You were my everything. A part of me is now gone. I know this little part will remain broken but I promise you it will not break me. I will be strong and happy. You will be a distant beautiful memory that will always remain part of me. Every single memory of us will always be beautiful in my heart – the good and the bad. I will slowly be accepting it, I can’t accept it and be okay right now, but maybe in a month, maybe in two or three months… I’ll be okay so don’t worry about me. Even though deep down, there is a secret part of me that wish you would want us back.

I miss you so much right now. Take care and all the best. And if there is ever a chance in the future our paths will cross again… I truly hope we will both be genuinely happy.

Love forever,
Me.