So, how are you? You are a mystery to me. Two beautiful kids at home & you left me for another married man? I will never ever understand it. But I know, whether it makes any sense to me or not, that there were things I could have done to be a better listener and taken more efforts at self-improvement. I guess I did take you for granted – you’ve been the most important part of me for half my life – & while you did really cruel, vicious things to me, I still miss you terribly. And not seeing our amazing kids everyday is beyond horrible. If I thought this was where the story was meant to end, I could move on. But I don’t – we are supposed to be together as a family. I wake up everyday still in shock at being divorced, but don’t plan to have that be the final chapter of our long history together. I pray that we find a way to reconnect and have our family together once again. Miss you dearly, if only you were open to seeing how much. Love you, me