Dear ex boyfriend,

I gave you everything I had. I was young and careless. I was thinking about passing Algebra 2, not about marriage. I was going through a lot of tough things in life, and I didn’t want you to stop everything just for me. So I did what I thought was best, I let you go. Months passed without any communication, you came back to visit a friend and you saw me. It took only a glance to see that you were what I wanted.. It was like waking up from a coma. I was wrong. I made a mistake. I apologize. I cried so much. I wanted you back more than anything I ever wanted. It was too late. You didn’t want me. You moved on. The promises were broken. My first heartbreak. It hurt so badly.

But then I think about how much I tried so hard to get you back, and how I will never have a ” What If” moment because I knew at the end I tried so hard. You thought it was finally over, and so you moved on. Now I need to do the same. It is painful and I know it’s going to be for awhile. After all this is my first hearbreak. Beautiful. Sad. Tragic

Love Always,
KitKat