Dear J, I know we’ve been an on and off relationship and I broke up with you but what I realized is that now that I’m without you I really am lonely. I miss you so much and not a day goes by where I don’t think of you. you were everything I needed but I guess I didn’t deserve you. I promise that if I get you back I’ll give you attention and more love than you can imagine. I was so wrong about everything I said, I don’t know why I did the things I did. Even if I do find someone new I can’t help but think of you. I’m sorry for hurting you and I hate myself for saying everything that I said. Please be patient and don’t fall in love with someone else. I promise I’ll do whatever it takes to get back to you where I think I belong.