Dear Yuri,
I need you the most right now.
Dear Yuri it seems like yesterday you were on the phone with me and you tell me that you will be home soon.
Dear Yuri I really need you my man. I waited 13 years to be with you and please continue this life journey with me.
You’d said you will come back, I waited long enough.
This is hard for me, seriously hard most of the time.
There are times that I cry alone and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know until when I can take this agony.
Yuri, you absence gave me an agony.
Today, I know that I can’t live without you.
I should have realized it early before completely letting you go.
You gave me panic attack all the time and I called it love now you left me with this heartache and agony.
I know the only reason to cure this is to have you back in my life. My sunshine that has gone…will it ever come back? No one know.
I try to find a place to let go of this agony, I seriously did try.
Truthfully feelings don’t lie.
Truthfully my heart can’t lie to myself.
Truthfully that is the reality.
You gave me panic attack all the time that I called love.
Yuri since you went away there’s nothing going right.
I don’t think I can take it anymore. Come back you, Love me you, tell me that you are feeling the same thing like how I feel.
I am torn inside.
Yuri my love for you getting stronger each day. Of course for the man that I love since I was 13.
Yuri not having you in my life means agony, lost, pain and sorrow.
Yuri please tell me that you are just lost in your journey to me now.
Your absence in my life means I lost my hook.
Your absence in my life means the air is getting thinner.
Your absence in my life means I can’t act like a child who needs your care, love and attention.
I can’t make the sky red anymore.
I lost my sense.
I lost my grip.
I lost a life.
Let’s share a blanket again.
I am always missing the time when I couldn’t sleep and you were there trying your best not to fall asleep too. You told me that is because you love me.
I am always missing the time where I talk a lot and you put full concentration to listen to me.
I am always missing the time where I have to put nice clothes before we go out and you were there putting your effort to match my outfit.
I am always missing you.
Tell me that you be home soon.
Tell me that you never stop loving me.
Tell me that you need me like how I need you right now. The most.
I can’t cry anymore. I don’t even have tears now.
I miss buying clothes for you.
I want you to know that I don’t want you to leave again. I will never let that happen again I promise.
You are my safety net in life.
Let’s hold each other hand again.
Let’s walk together again.
Let’s laugh together again.
Let’s hug to sleep like how we use to.
I miss you.
I miss you the most when you love me the most.
I love you when you love me.
You gave me panic attack that I called love.
You still give me panic attack that I call love.
I love you the most when you are actually love me.
I love you the most when you said that is because you love me.
I love you the most when I am in your arms.
I love you the most when I realized the agony that I have is from not having you in my life.
I love you the most when I can’t reach out to you.
Dear Yuri, come back will you?
It’s has been awhile.
I waited long Yuri.
Come home will you?
Soon will you?
Love me will you still?
Answer me will you?
Wipe my tears and hold me tight like it used to be?
Love me like how it used to be?
Hey Yuri, remember whenever you are having fun outside I never once angry or disturb you?
That is because I am the coolest girlfriend on earth.
That is because I love you.
But today Yuri, I need you because I love you.
I love you because I need you the most right now.
Hold me tight and please don’t let me go again.
Pull me close and please don’t get out from my side.
Stand by me so that I can hold you hand and walk by your side like how it used to.
Be here to chase away this agony.
Be here to take care of me.
Be here so that you can hear from me that I love you.

Love,
Meme