Dear you,
First off, I am completely uncertain that I can even come up with the words to write this out, but I’m going to try. I just want to start off by saying I’m sorry, not only for the most recent thing I’ve done, but also for the things I’ve done in the past to push you away from me. Hurting you, was by far one of the dumbest things I’ve done in my life. I wish I could go back in time and take everything I ever did to hurt you, back. But I can’t..
You kept me sane, and helped me understand what love was actually supposed to feel like, but I took advantage of that, and let you slip through my fingers like it was nothing. You were my best friend, my rock, and everything in between. I never knew how much I really needed you until you were gone.. I miss you more now than I ever thought I would, mainly because reality is grasping at my feet trying to pull me down with the weight of knowing that you’re actually gone for good this time. No more “second” chances. I’m sorry I ever let you fall for me, because I’m shitty, and no matter how many times I try to cram it down my throat, that it just wasn’t meant to be, it all comes back to “its my fault”.
Point is, I’m sorry. You were truly my favorite hello, and my absolute hardest goodbye… 💔
5 Comments
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Ah, this is so heartfelt. I hope you feel better, whoever you are. I wonder, who is this letter meant for?
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Beautiful, but heartbreaking….I hope it works out for you. Whichever way it is supposed to.
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I wish I received something like this from my ex.
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Heartfelt. Sad. Something my Ex would write
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This broke my heart 💔