Destiny

LTME-postHey KB,

I know I’m the last person you’d want to hear from, considering I didn’t even bother to hear you out the last million times you’ve tried to reach out. Better late than never, right?

Look, I know it’s easier to believe that we just have to leave it to chance, that whatever is meant to be, will be. And I’d love to believe in destiny just as much as the next girl. But you know what, even in Serendipity, Johnathon Trager chases after Sara Thomas, the girl of his destiny, all over NYC, right before he’s about to marry someone else. Granted, they were both a little late.. But still..

My point being, there still needs to be effort. There still needs to be a fighting will. And with you, I just don’t feel like you have the fighting will. You keep saying that God will help us find each other when the time comes. So can you understand my anger and irritation that you would just leave it at that? Three years of loving you, three years of being together, on and off, lover or bestfriend. We’ve talked to different people, yet always end up right where we started. Is that not a sign?

I don’t even know what the point of writing this was. If anything I just wanted you to understand why I can’t answer your calls or texts. I see you everywhere, yet you’ve never bothered to tell me what you needed to say in person. Don’t give me this whole “meant to be” crap. Because for you, I would’ve made you my “meant to be”. But its not my choice. I want you to have a fighting will.

1 Comment

  1. Rob 2 months ago

    I don’t know you but I read your letter hoping it was the one I love some references are unique and c’mon serendipity only every would be love story want to believe in that but in truth what is a guy supposed to say or do when confronted with someone they love wanting out? Baby don’t leave me, no your my everything, and all the like but beyond that really what do you expect? In a world were any man that stands up and says no you will not leave me !! I love you and you are mine, forever, well it doesn’t take much to see how that guy gets all prizes for being the typical I’m the man do as I say awards so why would a guy do that now days? A will to fight for what’s his in a world that’s says nothing is , and face it as a society men and boys are taught jack shit about relationships and emotions and how to cope in a beneficial way with any of those topics and then you have the girl that says you didn’t fight for me my question to you is who was holding the gun sorta speak, sounds like you were so why fight that ? Unless you like to wrestle lol c’mon think about it you leave and then say you didn’t fight for me you had no will to make it work you just let me go yeah because you were the villain holding up he gun and also the one he loved ….dip shit

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