It’s been 9 months since we’ve broken up. I still think about it and it breaks me. I see you at work everyday and we talk. It’s great and all but it hurts knowing you don’t look at me the same way. Knowing you’ve moved on and I haven’t it hurts. That date I don’t know what I was thinking but it messed everything up. I remember how you would look at me and smile at the way I laugh. I would cry and you would make sure I was okay. I look at you now and it’s like a whole different person. I wish everything was gonna be okay. I just miss you. I miss your warm hugs and your care. I miss your entire existence in my life. I want to go back to the first date. Where you had your arm around me and you told me how much you loved me. I don’t know if you will ever see this. Maybe I’ll get the courage to actually give you something like a letter. But for now I wish everything was like before and I wish that all the pain would go away. There’s not a day where I don’t think about you. I love you ❤️