Promiser,

It’s the first time I made such things like this to learn to voice out in the world how I feel right at this moment…(07/30/2016).

This never crossed my mind ever, that we will come to an end.. I know the relauonship is just new yet you got me.. you got my heart, my soul and my memory…

Day1 you came into my lfe without my expectations. you are different when you came, you asked me if I could be your wife. the question is different from the past I had, I agreed I said yes because as I told you .” you were just in time” . (05/08/2016). til day2 and on.. we go on.. even speak to your mom to prove you were serious and alot more that had things happen which i ddnt expect to happen..you are there always to prove to me your love, I easily forgot my 8 years of relationship when you came… I know he still chases me, we both know my parents will not agree due to religion and citizenship, yet why did you just decided that fast. your reasons are my parents, brothers and relatives and him.. you just left me hanging.. i was shocked surprised that morning very early morning wth the message on my viber that if I can be your Bestest , truest friend and stop as being my husband to be… I m really hurt , you even talked to me on phonw and your mom. you explained to me tomake everybody calm we eill put it that way.. if not for mariage because they wont let us happy, ” I will still be your Mom’s real daughter, and We will be bestest truest friends forever” . you even took back all the promises you gave me and asked me to free you… have you thought of me on how will I feel on all these.. yu know I am in mess but still you went on your decisions that we ddnt even discussed.

I was hurt, really hurt … you said I will trust you fully, you said, I will give you my Heart, Soul and Mind.. and I did. I focused. everyday we talked everythigng , everyday is our own world.. til you surprised me that things will never be the same… I really sad , after all the love and care you shown me every minute tst made me really trusted you for a short period of time .. you made me love you so much… til today im makibg this letter day3 I am crying ..tears falling…

you said you are hurt too and sad.. Im not asking you to come back to me. but things and memories can’t get off my mind…
I remember I was counting days ever since you came in my life, yu said, “you keep on counting for I’ ve been with you for how many births”. I trusted you , I believed you, I was surprised by that word even got a goosebumps on what you said.

you said, things will nwver be the same the way I had from my past, you made me promised, you even said forever…. we even have this DEVIL and PROMISER..

My God.. I really didn’t expect for you to give up just like that.. I am so hurt. really sad.. you have been talkin to me after the break up , you are trying to care still the same thing as before. I really don’t understand…”you decided for them without considering how would I feel”.. I’m just staring at your photo  tears falling, in the shower tears falling… I’m hurt! I’m sad! you made things this way…

you said you are sad and hurt too.. I said be proud we’re hurt.. be proud we are sad… you thought of them without thinking of me…

I don’t know… its all here…

I’m hurt,
Devil