well, i thought i would be able to move on, a new life without you far away from you. but i guess it was impossible its seven months maybe almost 8 but it feels as if its been years, u never wanting to forgive me that’s the most painful part in my life i still remember the way i pleaded you and you turned your back on me telling me you can’t be with a liar well the truth is i never lied i guess m mistake was being to honest with you, opening up my feelings to you. i guess some people would rather hear a lie than the truth.

your back now wanting me back i don’t know but it feels so awkward cause honestly i don’t its the memories that u miss from me, i thing what you miss is putting me in bed as you did pretending it was a birthday…..! am flesh and blood baby we r meant to make mistakes so as we could learn from them but you never gave me the chance to correct my mistakes. all this happened so fast i didn’t understand why but blaming myself for falling in love so hard that it was hard to let go, you say i broke your heart am sorry babe please forgive me for everything i did. but now u want me back i don’t think and i don’t know if i should take you back, i saw your snap stories how happy you were without me while i was at work crying, sad, depressed, stressed. now i am even scared to say yes to any guy cause i don’t know what there intentions are.

anyways i miss u am still here broken missing u thinking to take u back or not i really don’t know were i stand till today am just here waiting for a prince to make him charming and love him but not too hard, cause i can’t guarantee their feelings. i wish u well in life ur a tall good looking guy u had everything i wanted in a man don’t worry you will be someone else’s prince charimg