I’m with a new guy now and i love him but… i still cry over you. I reread our messages. You blamed me for every little thing, called me whore, bitch, idiot and worse, you hit me, left bruises on me but thats not it… you also fell in love with my best friend, you always talked about her and told everyone about how awesome she was then your friend told me… You fell in love with her and she fell in love with you. Me and her had a fight over you. You made her happy, like how you made me happy until you left me because your 2 years older{ I’m pretty sure you just used that as a excuse to leave me without seeming like it was your fault} , I lied about my age because i was scared you would leave… Now it hurts but I never want you back, I’m with a guy i love him so much but It’s hard to trust people after what you did. Me and him been together for about a month now and i still flinch when he raises his hand or when he raises his voice, I can’t trust him but I’m slowly learning too. He’s helping me get over you, one step at a time.