There was a time when i thought i might Be the most happiest person in this world but soon i realized that nothing last forever neither you nor your happiness. So i have also gone through lots of heart breaks not only because of my love life but also from my loved ones. I fall in love with a guy at a very immature age and the love last for 6 years. I just cant imagine that how can i be so still in a relationship for a long term. May be i was too busy in giving chances to the person i love. I never thought i could give so much of me to him. that when he will walk away i will be left with nothing. I don’t feel sorry that i am no more in love with the same person. But i am sorry for my feelings that they are not able to recall that how to love again . I moved on so quickly and thought it would be easy for me to restart everything and yes i did. but i seriously don’t remember when i started loving someone again ever in my life after first love. So here i go. i am not able to feel anything now. my tears are dried and am no longer available mentally to love again. Even if i tried i fail all the time. I refuse to love again no exactly i refuse to get hurt again and damage my heart for ever in my life for the person who wont be able to live with me forever cause sooner or later he will left me too. So i just cant love again. I feel like my body is with me without any feelings left behind in me. Now i am living in shell which doesn’t know how to get broke because i cant feel any life inside or outside of this shell. so I’m permanently stuck in this and i have no choice! So Now its impossible to love again.!!!