I’m not gonna put up with your shit anymore. I’m not gonna be your secret fuck buddy. I’m not gonna let you control any feelings I have left for you.
I thought I wanted to work on our relationship together. But it is obvious that you don’t want to.
You don’t even try to understand my disability.
I have been degraded and publicly shamed by you. You have broke every promise you ever made to me while we were together. Everything you said you would never do you have done now plus some. You tell people where I live, my personal information that I told you in confidence. That is completely disrespectful. You keep holding onto the fact that I lied to you, when I really didn’t because when I remembered I told you. I am done arguing over the same shit with you. I think I have paid for it by now. Because all you do is hang that over my head so you have an excuse to treat me like shit.
You are not even the same man that I met in February.
Yes I blocked you from anything I could think of. That didn’t stop you from trying to contact me. And I knew it wouldn’t. I have no reason to have you on my fb anymore. You want to think everything I post is about you and get offended by it. How hypocritical is that of you.
I dont want to be your part time girl, fwb or fuck buddy. I’m not gonna play that person in your life. I respect myself more than that. I thought we could try to be friends but I don’t allow my friends to treat me disrespectfully so why would I let you.
I really did think we made a great couple, but that person I thought I was in a relationship with has now disappeared. The person you led me to believe you were was a lie.
I do miss that person. Maybe that person is the real Dave. Either way it just seems sad. I’m sad for you Dave. I don’t think you will ever honestly be happy. It will always be a front to cover up how insecure you really are. You say that I was your happiness but that’s not how it works. You are the only one in control of your happiness. I know I could of helped you be happy with yourself but you wouldn’t ever let me. I always felt it. That’s why I never let my wall down completely. There was moments when it lowered my wall. But that wall is in place because I love myself and for the most part I’m happy with who I am. Yeah I have a few insecurities about different things about myself. But those are a part of me. If I didn’t have them then I wouldn’t be me. And I know I’m a kick ass chick. So I don’t need that validated by anyone.
Oh and btw I got my final tests results back. And I had an overgrowth of gardenerella in my vagina. And on my test it shows it was tested early while I was transitioning into the infection. And since the incubation period from time of exposure starts at 12 hours that just proves to me that you were still fucking Tracy while you were telling me we were back together. I even asked you if you were and you said no. So you are the liar. Just like I thought. And gardenerella multiplies when it gets wet. So showering isn’t gonna wash it off.
Just thought I’d let you know.
Like they say liars accuse others of lying. Cheaters accuse others of cheating. So I’m gonna believe that everything you have accused me of are things that you were doing in our relationship.
I don’t put up with people that disrespect me, lie to me over and over, or cheat on me.
So I guess this was just so I could tell you why I want nothing to do with you anymore. Even though I thought you were a smart man and could of figured that out on your own.

Txx