I wish I felt you a little less than I did. It’s just impossible to get you out of my head you drove me crazy! To think I found someone who I fell for so very quickly and respect so so much for you to end it and cheat without any reason we was so so happy and when we were good we were good. Maybe I was good for your ego I made it a bit bigger a bit better or maybe you just didn’t know how much I would of done for you. I would of given up the world and more to have you back I will always love you no matter how much you put me through. I feel like you’ve taken a massI’ve chunk of me away cause I found myself in you . You became apart of me and I got use to it maybe time was ment to be short but I wasn’t ready for the change and to loose you. I hope your well and I hope your new girl makes you that bit happier than I did but I wI’ll always question why her? Why was she better and deserved to be treated better. It hurts cause you can look me in the eyes anymore like you once did but you look at her the way you looked at me with that bit more happiness don’t get me wrong I want you to be able you deserve the world and more but all I wanted was you and me I can can’t get that so tell me now what to i deserve and where do I go from here? Thank you for the good times and the memorial times thats all I have to remember now and maybe one day you’ll find yourself sone where see me and think we could give it another shot love you always . T x