Dear Beb,
It has been 6 months since we last talked. I just I want to let it all out. We were never really together i know, but for me it was the best days of my life. I felt like on cloud nine whenever I’m with you but somehow that feeling was also accompanied by a sinking feeling, it’s like I already knew that in the end you would just get tired of me. I was actually the one who ended ties with you. I just can’t take it. The feeling of being taken for granted and a nuisance in your life. You didn’t need me then and i saw that. Now, I just feel really broken. I haven’t really made progress in moving on from you. It’s just that the feeling of hurt is still there but it was not that intense anymore. I still wish everything would’ve turned out differently but then I don’t really want that. I’m still waiting for the day that I’ll be able to forget you and the you’re just gonna be a memory, a lesson that i learned the hard way. These past few months made me realize that I gave too much to you that I didn’t leave any for myself. So many broken promises that you made to me too. Honestly, I just can’t even think of what to say to you because I happen to have a lot. Oh well. . . anyway, I still hope for you the best. Hope you become a successful Mechanical Engineer and you get all the things that you want.

– Chocolate Girl