Michele,
I am writing this on the day I seen you at Walmart. I have to say seeing you come down that isle almost gave me a heart attack, I almost didnt stop and say anything, but something told me there was a reason I ran into you. I know I was the worlds worst boyfriend and I can really see that now, I had serious issues and now that I am getting treatment and working everyday to be a better man. I want to be the man you fell in love with that day I met you at the carousel at kings dominion, My god you where so beautiful, I can see you on there like it was yesterday in that Navy top. I was the luckiest man on earth and failed to realize it, and even though I was so proud to show you off I had some serious mental problems that I didnt realize that while we dated. I know you tried to tell me but I was in denial, I had serious anger and depression issues,and I took you and the kids for granted. I betrayed your trust and I dont blame you for reaching out to others when I packed all my shit and left while you where at work, or when I moved out into my apartment, but know I did not do it to be able to see other people, I was trying to figure out what was wrong with my head, I haven’t dated anyone since I moved out to the apartment last February and I didnt date when I went to Virginia, I can’t blame you for my problems, you and the kids tried to be there for me and you deserved much better and all I can do now that I got some perspective and a deep hard look at myself while I was in N.C. and now that I am getting my meds and therapy for my problems is try and be the man you fell in love with and more, I will prove to you guys I am the man you and the kids thought you where getting because I am that guy, I will prove it. I will earn the key to your heart again.
Your prior soulmate,
Shannon