Hey You! Yeah, you, my ever silly boy. You know, it’s true, what they always say and what I heard many times before- that you’ll never know the value nor the meaning of losing someone until they are gone. I haven’t believed that not until you came into my life, before you, I never thought of getting serious in a relationship, and I didn’t care if I have hurt anybody,for me it was just for fun,to kill boredom. But then you came into the picture I always have that thinking that you are just like the rest of them but you have proven me wrong,you showed me you’re real feelings from the start,it was funny yet amazing how those expressive eyes made me feel every word that comes out of your mouth,that they’re real,genuine every thing that’s synonymous to being true. Every “I love you” that you never get tired of telling me in every minute and chance that you can. I became afraid of what you’ve been showing me because I haven’t experienced any of it. You stole my first kiss yet I never regretted it,you showed me happiness except that from which I receive from my family, you always look after my well being, you worry too damn much if I stay late during the night, you always make sure to make me laugh when were together, all the hugs you gave me when Im too stressed and tired in school and in problems in life, for letting me feel safe in your arms. You don’t know but you always make my day lighter with just seeing your smile,hearing your laughs, the feel of your hands intertwined with mine. But I have also forgotten that you also need those from me, true that I support you in everything that you want but I failed to fully show to you that I’m proud of you as a girlfriend, I’m so happy with every achievement in school, I also tend to get angry with you a lot of times when in fact you want to see me and I can’t because I’m too busy with accomplishing my goals, I became insensitive to you when all those times you would always say that you understand. I became too confident because I thought you wouldn’t leave me and you understand me, to the point that I neglected you a lot of times even on our anniversary,I still declined on your requests and for that I want to say sorry. I understand why you left,you got tired of me, its all my fault, and so I made this letter to say sorry for the hurt I have caused you, for not taking care of you like how a proper girlfriend should be, I’m sorry for neglecting your presence making you feel unloved. Also,thank you for everything,for the love and care thats too much for someone like me to have from a special guy like you, thank you for the smiles, moments of happiness being with you, I’ll miss every single one of those memories we had. And now I want to say good bye, this is so hard for me,not to cry in front of you that time when you were asking for your freedom from what we have, you are my first love, but I don’t want to see you being with me yet unhappy. So even if it pains my heart I’ll let you go my love. Promise me you’ll be happy. I love you so much.