Jayse Seeing you still makes my heart stop….I wish to G-d I’d told you MONTHS ago what I was feeling for you….Went away for a month, trying to figure out if what I felt was real, or an infatuation….Now I’m back, ..my feelings for you have NOT changed. And, I still do not know if you care for me too. So, I will wait, and try to figure out what should come next….It is you I want…I cherish you. I want so much to be the one that looks after you, takes care of you, … It is my reality… I love you JPG, it feels like it has been for always…I can scarcely remember when I did not…I want your arms around me more than I have words to tell it.. D.