Oh hey. Just a simple word that change our both lives. A simple word that came with, passion, love, honesty, tears and anger. A word that I never though it would go for many other letters and many other sentences. A word that I was there for you through the begging and end. When you had nothing and I was right by side you. A word that I motivate you for your dreams. A word that when I seen you for the first time, my world light up. A word that months and days pass and we did so good. A word that you where the first person that ever meet my parents. The first person that I ever did everything with.. give you my all..
but you change..
why ?
I know you drink. But I never though you would choose drinking over me. I never though you would fall for another girl. That you always claim she was nothing but a hoe. Every time I ask. That’s all you said. When we stop talking when we broke up it wasn’t even a week . And you was with her. I never understand what I did wrong when all I did is give you my all. 6 months . And I still now don’t understand. But look? You always come back. You told me you love me and I fell for it. You never did. You just wanted something else. For me to fall and give it to you. And till this day it stills rewind in my head how you did me. And how I comfort you to it. “I would never do that to you, you said. I’m not going to “use you like the other guys did to you , you claim. I love you, you said.
Did you know !? That you did the same thing . Just so you can use me like they did. Why. I just don’t understand why.
A word. That I never forgotten.
A word that broke me