Dear Future,

I really don’t know why I always thinking of you Les J! I know our time past and I regret that I did that grab all the chance I have before to be with you! I really miss those times… I regret that I did not have enough courage to fight for you and risk everything.
I do really love you and every day I am reminded of our promises that someday if we have a second life we will choose to find each other and have our forever. lately, I’m always dreaming about you, how everything happens, how every good memories we share comes back and the regrets of the options I have but I choose to the other way around.
how long it will take me to forget you, how long will I take this pain..all regrets I have now, when it will end?
We have different lives now, we have our own family but why all of a sudden I will think of you and you are always in my dreams. I am miles away from you, I don’t know how to reach you. We are not friends on facebook, I don’t know your email, your mobile number but why I can’t forget you????? it’s been 5 years now.
I hoping somehow this message reaches you but I know this is 99% impossible…. I just want you to know that I really loved you and until now I cherish you. I always hope all the best for you and your family. I hope one day when we meet again it will be nice and everything will be fine, I’m looking forward seeing you in the future and I believe this kind of love will take last until my last breath, I will always remember you.I really want to talk to you, to say hi and how are you…but I’m afraid that it will affect everything. I will just be happy that you have a good life now, a good family and I wish you all the best! We are lovers in a wrong time but hoping in the future we will see each other again with the smile. iloveyou as always :'(