“Hey babe” :))
i thought i was over you.. it’s been 9 months since the last time we “talked”, and now all the feelings i thought i got rid of are coming back … i think i just got used to you coming back, trying to fix things. I admit that this time is different since i discovered that you lied to me, you cheated on me.. basically, that you never ever loved me. I spent two years fighting for what you used to call “our special thing”, and i just can’t believe that the moment things started to change and when the timing started to be right : you fucked up. For good this time… I still miss you but after what you did there’s no coming back. i just can’t believe that i spent all these efforts for nothing .. at one point, even when u treated me so wrong, i was convinced that you’re the right person for me. Only god know how much i loved you, how much i cared… you broke my heart and i ask god EVERY FUCKING DAY to break yours too. you’ll haunt me for the rest of my life and somehow i know that i will too :)) that a part of your heart will always remember me. I hope you never find someone like me,and i hope that i’ll be able to love one more time …