Hello mommy Anin,

It’s been more 5 months since we last held each other sweetly. I still remember that faithful Sunday where it all started to crumble. I still can’t help but go back to all what if’s, regretting everything. Not only because I lost you, but because I’m losing Alex as well. I’m sure you are doing well right now, so is Alex, and I am happy for the both of you. I know that no amount of apology will bring you and Alex back to me, but I just want you to know that I loved you and Alex with all my heart. The two of you meant all the world to me, and I just can’t tell how sorry I am for how things between us turned out.

I just wish that we could be friends again, or even just be civil with each other. I ask this not for Lex, but for me. To give me an opportunity and time to spend with Lex, knowing I can no longer give him the good family I promised the two of you.

I wish you well in all your endeavor, and I mean well when I say that you do deserve the best. I do hope you could find it in you to forgive me. Again, I am truly very sorry.

Sincerely,
Pangster