It’s been two months since we split but I am still hurt. Why did you lie to me. Breakup with me over text and never tell me why. You put me through so much pain. Why did you ever think it was ok to play me to pretend to love me and to toy with my emotions just so you could make my best friend jelouse. Why I wonder did you think it was ok to date my best friend two weeks after our break up. When I relised I was probably over reacting I found out you where spreading rumours about me and ruined my friendships. One day you asked to stay friends after doing all this and I said no and you got angry. But how could I stay friends with Someone who I couldn’t even trust. You got angry with my decision and did something that made me want to curl up in a ball and die. u started to kiss my best friend in font of me at the back of the bus. And what could I do but sit there about to burst into tears for the next hour. In the end I am still hurt but glad that my best friend broke up with you. Now you will understand the pain you caused me and how cheating lying and bullying is pethetic no one deserves to be treated like this.
I hope you see this Jacob and realise that things will never be the same again
From Chloe
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I completely understand what you are feeling. It’s been two months since my then boyfriend of just over two years broke up with me telling me that he just wanted someone to be his friend and that he wanted to take some time for himself to figure things out. The very next day he was telling me that he kissed a girl at his school and that it was all a huge mistake. A week and a half later he asked her to be his girlfriend and it has killed me more and more every day. I told him from the very beginning that I didn’t feel as though we could be friends, but he didn’t seem to care and kept saying how he didn’t want to imagine a life without me, yet I am the one seeming to make the effort most of the time. He has spent the last two months leading me to sometimes feel as though he still does love me and that he is genuinely sorry, but other times telling me about the mistakes that I made and asking me why I never did certain things while we were together. He had her with him when I told him important news about me. He even told her how beautiful and how much of a better mother that she would be to our child if it was born than I would ever be.
It has been two months and I feel more broken than ever each and every single day. You aren’t alone in your hurt, I can guarantee it.
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