I’m sorry L. I rushed the relationship this second time and the first. I haven’t learned. I don’t deserve you.

I hurt you, very very bad. I apologize.

What did I do wrong? Why was I not enough? What happened? Did I frighten you with commitment? I wanted to workout whatever we had hat was an issue. Please.

Tell me I’m a piece of shit. Tell me I’m a horrible boyfriend. Please. Just tell me that. Tell me I’m selfish. Tell me im an arrogant ass. Tell me I don’t respect. Please. Just tell me something. Please just give me a reason that I wasn’t good enough for you.