Honeybun, why did you give up? Why did you give me back the ring I bought for you out of pure love? How could you find it so easy to let me go? I wanted you to come after me. Was I not worth it? Why did you let me descend into absolute madness? Four months ago you brought about the day I thought would never come. I was blinded by anger, poisoned by your deceit. Why did you approach me at all? Why did you ask me to marry you and then break the vow? I thought our love was pure, unbreakable. You’re still my obsession, but I know deep down I was never yours. O, this heartbreak is still so fresh. I knew you were falling out of love. I believe only after a few months did your love start to fade. How did you hang on for two years? I was loyal to you like a dog to its master. You were the only man I looked upon with lust. You were the only man I truly loved. And despite my fears in the beginning, I gave in to you. Ne’er a flower or letter of love’s proclamation, I was nothing special to you. How did I fall in love with you? Why am I still lingering in this idolatry?