It’s been a couple weeks and even though we didn’t date that long, I still think of the memories of us before I go to bed. I hate it, you fill up this huge chunk of my mind and it only comes out when I’m alone. I wish I could ask you how long into the relationship you lost interest and just felt bad for me? Why did you keep all these little secrets from me, only for me to find out afterward from others? Why did you choose her to have fun with, and what wasn’t I providing for the relationship that you wanted to leave? You chose to be single and not have to worry about a relationship but I think my brain sees that as just another guy losing interest. I use to talk to a lot of guys and I didn’t like that, but now it seems like a good option to get you off my mind.