I wish I’d never met you

I wish I’d never met you

I wish I’d never met you

LTME-postWe met when we were young, very young actually and we became ridiculously good friends. Best friends really. You were there for me when I felt like nobody else was, when I was at my lowest point you picked me back up and looked after me without even having to say a word. We could spend time in each other’s company so easily, like breathing. Effortless. When the feelings came into play that’s when things got messy. We hid it from all our friends because we had our exes still around within our social circles so we kept it quiet but we were so so in love. Or so I’d thought. I felt so different with you, unlike anyone else before. You made me feel so special and loved and wanted and on top of that you were my best friend. What I didn’t know what that even though we only dated for four months technically, at the start of our relationship (when we’d already been seeing each other for over a month and had said the L-word), you slept with your ex. Kept it from me for four months. Said it was an accident, a drunken mistake. I found out, after you’d broken up with me, from a mutual friend and my whole world collapsed at 5am. I’m a naturally very guarded person but you wiggled your way in to my life, my guard was down and I was vulnerable but I was so so happy and in love that I was enjoying allowing my emotions to run wild. You broke that trust. It’s now been 5 months and I still think about it all the time, it still hurts me, I am so lonely but I can’t move on because I’m constantly questioning other people’s motives and if they’ll also betray my trust. To top off this beautiful situation, you’re now back together with your ex (not the one he cheated on me with, but one who threatened both of us when we actually started dating, full on psycho) and you have no care about me any more. What hurts the most, I think, it isn’t losing you as my boyfriend (because let’s face it, you’re always going to be a cheating piece of crap) but it’s losing you as my best friend, and that you don’t even care about me one single bit now. I would have done anything for you. I hope you have a very lonely, painful and horrible life. I also really hope one day you fall for someone this hard and they do this to you, because then you might understand how I feel.


  1. Dom 6 years ago

    This sounds very painful, Katie. I’m truly sorry to hear what happened to you. And unfortunately, I can relate.

  2. Kaira 6 years ago

    Katie……I understand your feelings cause this is what happend to me also ..
    Hope you be happy in your life and move on
    yeah cannot trust anyone easily but to atleast teach a lesson to him…move on show what you are
    Make him realise the mistake he did to you
    And you be smiling in front of him…Hurt him how much he has hurted you

  3. jellychocobam143 6 years ago

    my gosh
    i feel how pain it is

  4. Becky 6 years ago

    Just by reading your letter I can feel your pain, and is because I experienced that already.
    You will survive and will find the right person for your life. He will be an experience from which it will help you in your future.
    I don’t know if he will regret it, but I really hope he does.

  5. Elida 6 years ago

    By just reading your letter I can relate my self to you..

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