It’s simple. I want to hate you. Because after over a year, I still cry from time to time. The imprints your hands left on my skin, the scars you left on my heart, the memories left on my mind. I want to hate you for hurting me, for making me fall so far in love with you that you ruined me. I want to hate you for being my soulmate, even when I wasn’t yours. I want to hate you for making me want everything with you. I want to hate you for everything you ever told me.

But most of all, I want to hate you, because no matter what I do, I can’t hate you.