dear ex,

when we first meet i never intended on you meaning so much to me. that was back in 2012 now it’s 2017. of course our whatever you want to call it hasn’t been easy but nothing is. when we first started dating it was weird as heck then overtime it got better. in eighth grade we broke up because i moved schools yet we still talked everyday. coincidentally we went to the same high school, and freshman year we were on and off because of little things. our sophomore year i pretended didn’t exist because I knew you was no good for me but yet there was still an attraction lol. then junior year you started acting different and turning into one of those boys you said you’d never be. you hurt me and then you played victim… fast forward to senior year, i told myself i wasn’t going to allow you back into my life yet you came back and made it a living hell. i cannot count how many times you cheated and lied to me, and I always forgave you no matter what. and you never had the audacity to speak up you just let it fade away without saying anything. recently you said your reason was “your not messing with people how you use to” and that hurt because I’m not just anybody I’m me I should be special to you but I guess I wasn’t. and if you think im just letting 5 years with someone go down the drain you are wrong. love you always.