Hi ex. It’s been 8 months since we lost contact to each other. I want to tell you what i feel right now. You’re my first boyfriend. My first kiss. My last dance in my 18th birth day. I treat you as my future. I value you over others. I break my own rules just for you. You know what is so hard for me? It’s because the day you want to get over on me you say how much you love me. We plans about out future. I assume that you’ll be my first and my last, but mu hopes didn’t luck. You break up with me thru text. You even ask my friend to watch me over. You even message my sister that you truly loves me. But why is that? You said you love then you broke my heart. You know you are my first! I’m willing to give everything just for you. After that i tried to be new. I focus on my study. Then i heard that you have a new girl friend. Both of you are happy at the same time while im here pretending to be happy. My friends tell me to move on. But how can i move on when im still inlove with you. Last month i thought i already move on. I add you on facebook. But what? When you message me. Here i am hoping that your still in love with me. I know it’s totally over. Just let me see you in person and have a time to chitchat betweet our past. Thats all i need to move on.