I want you to know yes I looked at woman and looked at porn and I shouldn’t have given up when you did even now I’m single since our divorce but had a girlfriend honestly I hope she calls back because I love her when I met you I got with you to keep you away from my friend who was married then fell in love with you I’m thankful for how you helped me. But what you your family and friends did really messed up my life I don’t take all the medications to help me live day to day I beat that on my own you guys almost drove me to suicide I still wake up crying and will forever you were my life and I will always be there for you no matter what I know you got your tubes tied cause you were with someone else but I never met anyone online just looked the funny thing is after our divorse I never tried to meet anyone now in engaged and have twins on the way I wish we were still together but I’m greatful were not cause I know you will never know how to love and I’m having boys which you could never give me and our whole relationship you were never faithful not your fault your alcoholism did you ever wonder what would hapoeb to your family and friends if I did kill myself well it didn’t and I can say to you is winning I’ll always love you no matter the things you did my mistake was giving up and not fighting for you but a girl who always cheated isn’t worth the fight ilaughed my ass off when I saw you on the escort site and other ones called I shoulda stayed with my husband now I’m just a fat head who gets shared goodbye and I’ll send you an invitation to my wedding