I don’t know where to begin this. I knew since April of this year you were cheating on me, and it simply got out of control for you, because I knew and did nothing about it. I just assumed the honest man you once were would have prevailed and sat me down and we would have worked through it just like everything else. But what you did to me and continue to do is just unimaginable. The rug was completely pulled out from underneath me, and I didn’t know which way to fall, but you made sure one kept one foot right on top of me so I couldn’t stand up. But after the gorlfriend, came the tatoos, beach, tongue rings and who could forget your engagement??? Funny how me ur wife just didn’t seem to give a shit anymore. You have pushed me so hard and for so damn long that you actually repulse me. I never ever dreamed I was even capable of feelings like this towards you, I was completely and madly in love with you for my adult life, but here we are. This will eventually all blow up in your face, but the children and I will be long gone. You have made me a entire different person, someone I should have been a long time ago, and I am ashamed at the things I did to try and please you, and I completely lost myself all awhile you were finding out just else was out there. I pray the day never comes where you feel it necessary to apologize to me, for I don’t ever want to hear of it, I forgave your adultery, but will never forget the pain and tears you purposely placed on me and our kids.