Kate,
There’s so much I wish I would’ve told you earlier. I wish I would’ve looked you in the eye and told you I loved you. But the way you treated me, the way you made me feel, I don’t know why I was still crazy for you. As I write this I realize that I can’t take it anymore. I deserve better. Someone who doesn’t play with someone’s emotions. I gave it all to you. I was hurting for months. And you didn’t care. But now I realize it’s time to move on and focus on me. Because I am at a point where I don’t know who to trust right now. All I know is I need to focus on me and find out who I really am and what it is I deserve. I wish it was as easy as saying sorry but either way it is not. So if you need anything you know where to find me. But don’t think for a second that if you chose to waltz back into my life I’m just going to give you my heart again. You have to earn that back. All I have to say is if you’re willing to try things out again I’m willing to too.