You broke me to pieces, while i sat there and let you do it. Blindly i followed as you made me feel worthless, but the desire to be wanted was greater than the desire to feel real love. Real love i may never get from anyone else, because i made myself believe yours was as good as it will ever get. You selfish sad soul, how could you take my kind heart and turn it ice cold? How could you take a happy girl and turn her into a shell? with depression written all across her face, body, eyes, fingers, and hair. Its all over me and i cant get rid of it. But i got rid of YOU, and now its time to get rid of YOUR DAMAGES. You made me feel like i was never good enough no matter how hard i tried, you made me feel like waiting for you was the best option. Now i only wait for myself, waiting for myself to get stronger, waiting for my heart to heal, waiting for a smile to spread across my face as a tear of happiness slides down my cheek. Because then, and only then ill know true happiness comes from me, and not from the toxic pit you called love.