Honestly. Maybe if I wrote this letter it will make me feel a little bit better. I don’t know where to start because there is just so much to say. I’m 26 now it’s been 10 years since we started dating. We did everything together. Everything. You were my best friend. I was yours! I’m sorry for how things ended. I truly am. You were jealous and controlling and I let you be because I thought that’s what love was. My life should be picture perfect. I have three kids, a man that loves me more then anything, a house, a vehicle. Everything to be a happy grateful person, but you still cross my mind all the time. I know you’re in a relationship and she’s absolutely breathtaking but I also know that she is not me and doesn’t have the same heart that I do. I know deep down that you still miss me, but I also know that I broke your heart and I’m sorry for that again. You didn’t deserve what I did to you, but I didn’t deserve what you did to me. Anyways I had so much more to say but I don’t even feel like writing anymore because I’m stupid for writing something in the first place. Take care and I truly hope you are happy and have a great life. Goodbye R(bubba)