I knew you would destroy me

Posted by Heartbroken in letters, What I wish I'd told you

LTME-post Dear Mark,

I knew from the moment I set my eyes on you that you were the one. That smile, those amazing blue eyes looking at me from the other side of the room. But you took everything that was kind, loving, patient, supportive and completely destroyed all that was good in me.

I can’t trust or let anyone close to me ever again my heart is gone destroyed completely by the only person I ever let into my heart. I gave you everything! stood by you through it all and all I got was a man that was afraid to move forward, a man that filled my head with stories of our future that you knew we would never have.

You never loved me because you do not destroy the ones you love. I wish I could rewind time so that I would never have met you and I could still be that caring happy bubbly girl I once was.

Are you happy now? You played a great game with my heart & head just watch out for a thing called karma! You are not the kind person you pretend to be and I know this now much to late.

Forever broken A

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3 Comments

Mark 4 years ago
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This spoke out to me. I’m also guilty of this I was weak & immature at the time I will never forgive myself for hurting her so badly I loved her completely and it destroyed me losing her. I hope you find peace & someone that truly deserves your heart.

Mark
Heartbroken no more 4 years ago
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I have found true happiness, love, strength and a realisation that I should have ended that relationship years ago.

No women should have to wait years and years for a man to be sure about her! it’s soul destroying and kills her self esteem. I’m happy that that scared little weak boy is no longer in my life I never want to see or hear from him ever again. I loved him more than myself which was wrong! You should never love someone more than you, as it allows them to abuse you.

If you are my ex reading this I hope that you have also learned and grew up Mark. Treat your next girlfriend right and never take her love & support for granted like you did with me.

From A
Hate 8 months ago
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I hope she rips your heart out and leaves you completely broken and in complete agony. You may then finally realise what you did to me all those years ago.