Dear R,
You have officially gotten what you wanted. You have hurt me to a core that can not be undone. You not only used words but you raised your hand against me. Your childish actions can no longer be justified by you. Not after tonight and worst of all you have no idea what you have done because you dare to call me for help. You expected me to still run to you and save you? When we both know you won’t cross a puddle, a street, not even a side glance to help me. You think you’re in the right for your actions, you have a child you seem to hate yet expect me to not only be replacement for her mother but you as well. I will no longer be that and as much as I love her I can no longer be forced to stay with you when you have proven you will leave me for even speaking up. I loved you and wanted you to be happy; I sacrificed myself for you. I can no longer do that. I hope someone gives you what you want. I gave 4 years and can give no more.