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YOU ARE HAPPY NOW . I CAN SEE IT WHEN WE RUN INTO EACH OTHER AND ALL I ET IS A STARE DOWN FROM HER . BUT A LOOK AT YOU ,YOU ARE A DIFFERENT PERSON .YOUR HAPPINESS WAS AT A COST
OF MY HEART

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE PAIN THAT I FELT THE MOMENT I SAW YOUR PICTURE YOU POSTED MERELY A DAY AFTER OFFICIALLY LEAVING ME … A PHOTO OF THE TWO OF YOU STATING YOU HAVE MET THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE ..
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE PAIN I FELT WHEN I STARTED TO THINK HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN LOVING HER WHILE LIVING WITH ME .. PROMISING ME THE WORLD AND PRETENDING THAT WHAT WE HAD WAS REAL .

WHEN YOU WHERE WITH HER , DID YOU THINK OF ME ?
WHEN YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT WHERE YOU BEEN , DID YOU FEEL GUILTY ?
WHEN YOU KEPT ME ON A LINE ,AFTER I ASKED YOU JUST TO TELL ME WHATS GOIN ON AND RATHER JUST LEAVE ME IF YOUR NOT HAPPY DID YOU HAVE ANY LOVE LEFT FOR ME ?

1 YEAR LATER .. I STILL SHAKE WHEN I SEE YOU .. I GET NERVOUS WHEN I JUST SEE YOUR CAR . MY HEART THATS SHATTERED STILL BEATS FAST WHEN I JUST HEAR YOUR NAME . I WISH YOU COULD FEEL HOW IT FEELS TO LOVE SOMEONE THAT YOU WOULD GIVE YOUR WORLD TO THEM , JUST TO BE LEFT FOR SOMEONE ELSE .TO BE TROWN AWAY LIKE YOU MEANT NOTHING … I WISH YOU COULD FEEL REGRET … I WISH YOU COULD EVEN FEEL HALF MY PAIN I FELT … MOST OF ALL I WISH YOU COULD MISS ME .. I MISS ME TOO ….
YOU TOOK ALL MY LOVE AND NOW I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE .
YOU WHERE SELFISH AND INCONSIDERATE
AND I WILL FOREVER HATE YOU FOR THAT
I WIAH YOU JUST LEFT ME WHEN YOU STARTED TALKING TO HER
MAYBE I WOULD HAVE HAD A LITTLE LOVE TO GIVE TO SOMEONE ELSE BUT NO YOU TOOK IT ALL AND TREW IT AWAY
YOU WILL NEVER HEAR THIS AND WILL PROBABLY NEVER MATTER TO YOU
I LOVE YOU
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU BUT I WILL FOREVER HATE YOU
AND FOREVER BE THANKFUL
I RAN INTO YOU IN A GROCERY STORE .. YOU ASKED FOR A COFFEE AND AT THAT MOMENT I SHOULD HAVE SAID NO
BUT I SAID YES …
AND I LOST ALL OF ME TO YOU .. YOU COULD KISS ME AND I FELL INTO A NOTHER WORLD .. LIKE EVERYTHING STOOD STILL MOMENT OUR LIPS TOUCHED
YOUR HANDS TOUCHED ME AND I WOULD GET WEAK IN MY KNEES
YOUR EYES MET MINE AND MY STOMACH WOULD BE BUTTERFLIES AND I WOULD HAVE A MINER HEART ATTACK

EVERY KISS
EVERY TOUCH EVERY MONET SHARE WE LOST WHEN YOU HAD THOSE MOMENTS WITH HER

I HOPE YOU WILL FEEL MY PAIN ONE DAY OR JUST MAYBE KNOW WHAT I FELT .. STILL FEEL

FOREVER IN LOVE