To my TOTGA,

It’s been 4 months now since the night you asked me “where are we going with this” and I answered “no where”. I just want you to know that you have no idea how much I wanted to make you stay that night but I don’t want you to get tied up to a girl like me who has a complicated mind and makes you lose your sleep at night. I know you deserve better than that. I wish I had told you 2 months ago when we bumped into each other that i never stopped passing by your house every night for the past 2 months hoping that i’d see you because i wanted to make sure you’re doing better, for me to be able to forgive myself for being the reason why you lost yourself. And even if im with someone else now, i still love you, it will always be you.