Dearest, darling D,
How I loved you. I thought you were the funniest, sexiest boy I knew. You had long, long eyelashes. Deep brown eyes. Blonde hair and high cheekbones. Full lips. And strong, beautiful hands. I’d stare at you and couldn’t believe you were mine. Your sidelong look. You looked deep into my eyes and told me you loved me. You moved within me and told me you loved me. Your arms wrapped around me,. You’d play with my hair and we’d whisper nonsense to one another and laugh at how silly the others were. I’d go out, without you and later return home, because I missed you. You’d smile and wrap me in your arms and that would be that. We’d say nothing and know everything.
I miss you. I wished I’d seen you again.
We could have been, again.
I’m sorry.
I love you,