We are friends again so I don’t want to mess it up so I am writing what I feel about you on a website, I am sorry for not tell you how I feel (I am still not doing that)and for being a dick to you. I see you with her all the time, not even taking a glance at me and keeping your eyes on her, at one point that was me but I wasn’t looking at you, I was looking at someone else who didn’t want me but when we are by ourselves it feels as all though we are still together and that we are better, but it sucks that we arent and you don’t know how I feel or what I am thinking when your around. I see that you are with her, while I am sitting in bed watching love movies, scrolling through your Instagram trying not to like photos of you and her. So what I am trying to say is I still wish you were mine.