You were everything I was looking for. We talked everyday, had some great moments, and what I was looking for in someone I had finally found in you. We were never together. You wouldn’t commit to me in that way. Yes, you were much older. I still gave my all to win your heart. Yes, I know your heart was in pieces because of your ex and all. Yes, back of mind I knew y’all still had something going. You couldn’t commit to me because of him. But, yet he’s with another woman. This is a situation I will never understand. I will never understand why I fell in love with you. You were never mine. We were just friends that hooked up a few times. I care for you deeply though. I might even love you. I just want you to know you were everything I wanted in someone. We connected. I’ve never had that type. Now, I’m left with a broken heart over a woman that was never mine to begin with. I find my self getting bitter towards you because it’s easier than dealing with the pain. This has been one of the most painful things I ever dealt with. Mainly because I don’t understand it at all. So many grey areas and at times I feel like games you played. Thanks for the life lessons. Thanks for showing me what a broken heart is. Thanks for showing me that I do not ever want to feel this pain again. Thanks for showing me the steps to hopefully avoid it down the road. Thanks for showing me I do have some flaws I didn’t know existed. I wish you well. I really do.